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why do kids have to be so wraped up in there own life that they fail to see that there is more important things in life .but i suppose we were all the same at that age couldnt wait to get out with our mates but the problem is i never see my son for more than ten mins at time he's allways out with his girlfriend and nothing can stop him going if only he would stay at home long enough to eat a meal with me instead of when he comes in later .the only day he stays in for dinner is sunday .i miss not having him around to chat to but if i say stay in for one night then i'm the evil mother who just trying to stop him having a life .he may one day reallise what i mean girlfriends come and go but you only get one� mother

Ahhh...another day of shit anyways I had tutor today ON A HOLLYDAY so yeahh... I got so anyway I was going to watch this movie called "Confessions of a shopaholic" but sadly I couldnt. Because I came with my dad and stepmom to acomany them to find a place where they'll be holding their "reception" it reached 10 am my tutor was there in my house and I was still out then my grandma called my dad onthe way home she was sure mughty pissed! I hate it when shes like that... I mean whats the prblem she could just fucking sufficate and rot in hell so simple!�so I have to go to tutor anyways... being bored because I have no schooL I bet I cant even walk the dogs outside because of what I did... but I guess I'll ignore the rules and break out... I might meet my one and only and maybe run away for awhile just for� night, Im not sure so anyways thats really all for today... I just listened to Katy Perrys song called "Ur so gay" , "simple" and one of the boys.. I didnt know she was that good!�LFMAO well fuck this shit I'll wirte tomorow :D

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OMG! the dance last night was amazing! It was better than home coming! Plus my dress looked hot on me... well I thought so, lmfao'fr ..... So I saw Matt there once, he looked ok I guess Im starting to get over him for reall this time... I think! YEAHH!�

So my friend tessa and I were grinding with each other, And no if you were wondering were soo not lesbians... Anyways this so totally hot upperclassman comes up behind Tessa and starts grinding on her. So that goes on for a minute or so. And then the guys friend comes up and is all like "can I cut in?" So I�go and grind with him! Soo much fun!! I hope Matt saw me with that guy! he was pretty good looking and you could so tell he worked out! Too bad I dont no who he is �OH well.....

I�got so mad at Lexi, So as some of my friends no we "Kissed and made up"� So when I�got done dancing with the guy shes all like "You are such a slut!"� Well excuse me Lex , but I'm a slut because I�was haveing a little bit of fun? God!!! lossen up some! Well its late now and I got to catch some zzz's.

This coming week is going to be the worst!!! Why?�cause of the F-ing Exams! I have to learn over a hundered diff. vocab words by wednsday and thursday!!! UGHHH!!! well widh me luck tootles

-Sportygirl15

There is a good reason they call these ceremonies "commencement exercises."� Graduation is not the end; it's the beginning.� ~Orrin Hatch

I'm using this quotation because one, I'll be graduating high school in less than three months, two because some believe that graduation is the end. Graduation is the end, the end to a chapter of one's life.

However, graduation is the beginning to a whole new chapter in one's life. For me, I'll be leaving most of my friends, some friends will be leaving me. That does not in any way mean that we won't stay in touch, or even hook up for get togethers. But it does mean that I won't have them in my life everyday.

All my friends have shaped who I am, and have challenged me to search within myself to find who I am.

Some say that you shouldn't have to find out who you are until later in life. I completely disagree with this, because I have become a better person, in my an other's opinion. I believe that we all should find out who we are, what we are made of early in life. So then we don't have to worry about it later on in life.

I'm not saying that we should find out who we are and that be it. No, I'm saying that we should look at each day as a way to learn who we are. Take everything that happens in each day and learn something from it.

This chapter in my life is ending, and I'm starting a new, scary, exciting, sad, happy chapter. I'm scared that I will lose touch will most of my friends, but then I'm reminded that the friends that are true will stay in touch, and will be there no matter what for me.

Throughout my high school career, I have had things happen, and not know why they were happening to me. That ever lasting quote "Why me?" I've learned that some things don't happen for a reason, except to teach us what we are made of. Some things don't have a specific reason, they just are. I do know that the things that I've been through have made me a better person because I've made them into positives. Even thoug at the time they were happening, I was really negative, but I always find a positive out of them.

Graduation is an ending, but when you come to the end, another door opens.

Parents especially who read this, need to remember that yes your children are growing up, but they will still be your little boy/girl. For my mother, she is a basket case whenever I talk about how I'm turning 18 in a couple of months, graduating in less than 3, and will be going to college in 6 months.

I'm sad that I won't be with my friends every day, because that's what school is for most, a connector "flight" to see our friends. True, school should be a place for education, and it is, but high school is a time to learn not only what teachers are suppose to teach us, but a time to learn from our friends, learn from ourselves.

To all my friends-- "As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together. And as our lives change come whatever, we will still be friends forever."

Remember, graduation is an ending, but more so a new, fresh beginning.

why is it that whenever you get one problem fixed another one comes up to get you .the thing is i had my knee fixed 2 years ago and all was going well till i fell over a stupid bollard in a car park this must have been funny to see but hurt like hell to do so now i'm waiting to see my surgeon to get put back together again i think my parents should have called me hummpty dummty cos i'm always falling apart.nerver mind just another operation to add to the ever growing list

Ok so Im Lyric Loudes Ramos _____ XD I dont label myself and make a scene out of anything.. (well maybe I do) so yeah Im 14 years old (if you wanna know) im a girl well hello thats obvious... Im not a first class bitch Im not a low life either Im average so yessh... Im the type of girl who hides her face most of the time, shy, quiet, random and lastly I fall for boys to easily LFMAO.. Im in love with this youtube guy hes sweet and he knows EVERY problem I have we have alot in common. The problem IS he never met me OR saw me in real life just youtube... he kissed me once something like *kisses you on the cheek*�ONCE so eventually thats the time I got this feeling I like him sooner we kept on talking on youtube as days passed I evventually gotten to get used to him and when he said he missed me so much thats when I got COMPLETELY obssesd with him... he makes me feel like Im not like the other girls (as I say unique) dont get me wrong, I mean I love standing out on EVERYTHING, and hello thats why I love him!�XDDD so theres this fucking�Japanese bitch�who tries to steal him away from me lukily, he dosent treat HER or ANYONE the way he does to me I can tell him I like him or anything because I dont want to ruin the friendship that we have now I want our friendship to last forever its really ok with me if he dosent like me as long as we have our strong friendship its REALLY ok with me *sigh* I guess this is what you call FOOLISHNESS ROFL

the dance last night was amazing. i was dancing with like everybody and i was grinding like everybody. aha. i said hey to like the SWEETEST teachers. lolfr. mrs. miller, mrs. griffith, and mr. stevens. :)
well, will wasn't at the dance :( it made me sad, i really wish that he had asked me, but i found out last monday that he wasn't going because he said so at youth group.
gabe was there. i saw him a few times. he was the reason that i wanted to look so pretty, since, will nor alex were gonna be there. even though i dont like alex as much as i used to. but i'm pretty sure that gabe didn't even see me. :(
austin was being a dick. he was hurting like everybody there. and so was sarah as usual.
but i tried not to let that ruin my night.
zack and i had fun dancing with each other. i hope i wasn't bugging him, i was kinda all over him, but i didn't try to be that in�a creepy way. i mean, he's gay after all. so i really didn't have much of a problem with it, i dont think he did either. and then he got sad for the last few minutes, and it made me sad...
everybody told me that i looked uber pretty! i think i looked better than at homecoming, i love katy's dress!
well, i'm stuck listening to "another cinderella story" songs, and it's really stuck in my head. aha.
well, i'm so nervous for tryouts. i thought about that randomly because me and morgan were dancing together and i love that girl and we saw rhode and we talked to him for awhile and morgan and i talked about tryouts at the dance. i swear to god, that's like all i've been thinking about. softball = #1.
also, i've been thinking about exams. too bad i forgot the stuff for my reviews. luckily, the only due one is science. but i really need to do the econ one though, because i am SOOO not ready for that exam.

ohmygod. so much stress!!!!

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Today I have found InboxJournal.com, and decided to give it a try. I don't know how much I'll use this... I may find another site or give up altogether. But I do like writing things. Random things. Many things. I enjoy expressing every single thought in my head because I know that in an instant it could be gone forever and I'll never remember what it was. Kind of sad, kind of liberating. Regardless, I like to keep track of my thoughts... maybe I'll have a pattern, maybe I'll keep track of myself... So here's my first blurb on this particular journal site and we will see where time takes us.